luahan hati~~

wassup~ aku dah tak betul sikit malam nie.. hahahaha.. aku nak luah kan rasa hati aku nie.... tgh mid life crisis nie!!(konon) I am suppose to study tonight! ulang kaji apa yang patut untuk SPM but usually at night saya main game blackshot.. hehehe ~~ but I have no mood and mouse saya rosak.. it about making a career that's make me this restless tonight! I heard about an audition that YGentertainment gonna make this year~~ so I was like trilled and hyped up! YG has make built many successful star such as BigBang, 2nei, Se7en and many more and yes if you may ask this company is from korea~ I felt like I wanted to be apart in the audition but unfortunately it is not held in malaysia or any asian-country nearby~ more than that I don't speak any korean language and 16 I think is to late to be trainee~ huh! (=.=).. you might think it silly for me wanting to join this entertainment thing, but believe me I did as well~

when I was a kid I usually sing a lot I was very happy to get praises by so many people but than my friend told me my voice is horrible! 

so I kinda listen to what my friend said and ended my dream to be a singer~ I also like to play in sport but than most of my classmate always tease me because of my physical appearance so I kinda sit in the corner if there was any game and filling really envy of them~~

 I like to dance but there was not any chance for me to audition or join any crew since there isn't any in this island where I live in~ but last year I join flash mob.. I had a lot of fun but I still having trouble about what people think about me~ but when I was dancing I don't care about what do they think I was to busy enjoying the moment (^_^).. anyway back to the topic I felt unease cuz I wonder about the future.. what am I gonna do in the future..? sitting in the desk in front of my computer every day.. is that going to be my routine job.? how boring is that!?

I do have a dream I wanted to be an animation artist~ cuz I have a highly talent and interest in that~ I wanted to people appreciate my art and work and known my name for it~
but than I started to become a fan of BB.. it start when I saw taeyang in ''I need a girl'' MV and I watch "I hate this love song'' MV in tv.. than I started to watch their behind the scene in every music video their make.. I was captured on their hard work and effort their put in to work more than that their enjoy themselves and having fun with it~ untill today I am a fan~ I am also a big fan of 2nei~ due to their glory is thanks to their company YG that always taking care of their star properly~ YG has make them known to many countries, this company really cares about arts and their stars~ I have rally respect that~ and every each concert they make was very amazing~ it's make me wish that someday I wanted to be apart in this warm company that really 'in' to their job~



by: MieyszE
     I did this confession because I know no body gonna read this blog anyway~
     haha~